UGH. GTFO my f-list. Dammit dammit dammit. I need a new layout so I wouldn't have to deal with this crap... and how exactly I would accomplish it, is all to myself. Yeah so I'm blabbing, but what do you care, srlsy.

Oh, new accounts, new accounts. Add me up if you want, but there's no assurance that I'll add you back. I'm serious.

Plurk: plurk.com/kyouki
MSN: yukichuu@live.com

There.

Dammit if you write, could you please stick to one language? And a language you're very familiar with, not something you can barely use properly? English grammar, motherfucker, do you know it?

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...according to my friends. Haha! Despite the utterly, impossibly imperfect, full of flaw haori and samue that I wore yesterday for H3Con: The Amped Edition, I still had fun. Okay, that was blunt. But I can't put my finger on a term that will accurately describe what I felt yesterday as I walked around the venue with my friend/P.A. a.k.a. Arakz and her brother Marvs (or Homurataisen to most).

But first, let me share what happened before we went to Silvercity for HeroCon.

Liz and I went to Komikon first just to at least have an idea what it looks like, or how things go in the said event. I didn't expect it to be so jampacked that there was almost no room to roam around! It had been fun to see Rikki-san/Ikotron and Lui-san again! Gawd, it's been ages since I last saw them and it was just... gah, I can't explain it! That aside, there were these old "senseis" (I guess) who were masters in doing portrait/realism that Liz's eyes and mine were glued to them for like, four--no, maybe five--minutes as they did their jobs. Seeing them do that makes me want to try it too... but I'm such a sucker for arts, I think it's impossible.

Oh, the Culture Crash team were there (along with the legendary [?] Taga-Ilog's bucket which I managed to take picture of, haha!)... and it was just so nostalgic to see the old comics there again.

[OOT - reminiscing] I remember the old days, the first convention I ever attended--C3Con--back in third year highschool. Seeing those cosplayers actually inspired me to cosplay, but I was just so poor back then the only thing I could do was to admire them from a distance. Wahaha... [end reminiscing]

So, after buying Rikki-san's comic and Pasig Issue 16, Liz, me and my Mom were off to Silvercity for HeroCon. Seriously, I could feel my heart pounding so hard against my chest... I could even swear it was climbing up my throat. There was a lump that I can't seem to swallow and it got difficult to breathe. We met Arakz, coincidentally, along the sidewalk and dragged her to the washroom where Liz and I changed into our costumes. It's thanks to her that I managed to fix everything, have second opinion so to speak with regards to my make-up and.. the other booster aside from my Mom who cheered me on my cosplay.

The moment I walked out of the washroom, there were crowds of cosplayers getting a bite to eat. A group of Arrancars and Taichous were dining together it was interesting to watch. When I saw them, the first thought that came to mind was, "Ooohh, I belong!" Hehe. Arakz and Marvs were kinda nice to point out that I was the SOLE Urahara Kisuke during the event... and it somehow made me snicker much. Kidding. Seriously, that had UPLIFTED my spirits and I could feel reiatsu flowing out of my system (but I still need to work on my poses and costume and expressions)!

I had half a sandwhich as my lunch. I did not understand why my stomach seemed to not tolerate the remaining piece, but I gave up the urge to try and finish the rest. Arakz, Marvs, Mikatana and me have only gone a few steps when someone tapped my shoulder and asked for my picture--I was caught off guard and immediately, my heart raced again. She took a picture of me with her little brother and then it was done. Haha! Marvs was..erm.. kind enough to say, "Dito pa lang meron na ah!" while laughing. Weeeell, I suppose that means I should be ready anytime.

Moving on, there were a lot of people when we went in, and we've only gone a few steps when people started tapping my shoulder or waving in front of me. There was even this cosplayer who was apparently ecstatic when she saw me and she exclaimed, "I so like this character!!!" and nearly glomped me. I was unsure though, whether she knew I was a female, hehe.. But the thing is that it was just so FUN!!!

I was also able to meet Vampire Prince who's just so nice. Pity, I didn't have much chance to talk to him. Gah, next time, I'm gonna take your picture! I love your VK aura~ Hahaha!!! I missed Marky as Akazukin Chacha, but I didn't know until this morning that he was the Yellow Ranger!

Liz was nowhere to be seen when we went in, but as we made our way through people, we were finally able to see her and her cousin, Kimay. We tried different poses and it was only with Liz that I was able to do some un-Urahara (or maybe some very Urahara-like) poses. Haha, we were just laughing sooooo hard after the stunts we did.

(Okay, have you noticed how disorganized this entry is? My head's in the clouds..)

Since I'm starting to get tired, it's time to end this post. After the tiring yet enjoyable experience yesterday, I feel satisfied. I know I should have been more assertive, so to speak, but then my reiatsu was running out by the end of the cosplay catwalk and running around here and there just to take pictures of the cosplayers and hunting for those we wanted a picture of/with.




WARNING: CHEESY QUOTE AHEAD!!

That was yet another unforgettable experience that I will treasure for the rest of my life.

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I don't exactly think about GNR anymore since the band changed a lot.

Chinese Democracy, after 17 years, is finally out. I'm listening to it now.

Old-GNR or new-GNR, whatever. AXL ROSE is fucking mean.

A7X lead singer and MCR lead singer just pales, no matter how bad-ass they look.

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Fruitcake
Eraserheads

There's a fruitcake for everybody
There's a fruitcake for everyone
There are b-sides to every story
If you decide to have some fun

Take a bite
It's alright
There's some brandy and star margarine to make it bright
Take a bite
It's alright
A little loving and some fruit to bake
Life is a piece of cake

It's the season for being happy
But the reason is dead and gone
If the reason for being happy
Takes a backseat when the season's done

Just take a bite
It's alright
Taste the taste that sent all mothers giggling in sheer delight
Take a bite
It's alright
A little loving and some fruit to bake
Life is a piece of cake

Everybody, everywhere, people do you really care
Christmas time has once again arriived
Everybody, everywhere, people do you really care
Christmas time has once again arriived

Mistletoes and a little snow
We don't get it there at fruit cake's heights
Mistletoes and a little snow
We don't get it there at fruit cake's heights

Stars are falling down from heaven
But it's nowhere near our town
Miracles are falling down from heaven
But it's nowhere near our town

There's a fruitcake in everybody
There's a fruitcake in everyone
There are b-sides to every story
If you decide to have some fun

Just take a bite
It's alright
Taste the taste that sent all mothers giggling in sheer delight
Take a bite
It's alright
A little loving and some fruit to bake
Life is a piece of cake

Take a leap, today--you've done enough deliberating for a lifetime, and at a certain point you just have to get going! Leap, and the safety net will be there--just trust it! Believe in yourself and believe that no matter what happens, you can handle the situation. You've had a lot of your energy focused on getting work done, but the connections you wanted haven't been made--so now is the time to push things over the edge. Fully commit to your own success.

It's about time.

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(...you know...)

All that crap aside, I'd just like to say sorry for not visiting my links/f-list, I've just been that fucked up. Regardless, here are just some sites/accounts that you can visit/add/stalk me with:

Multiply: 「disorderHEAVEN」 - chantalnanoda.multiply.com
MySpace: myspace.com/yukichuu
Facebook: e-mail used - spammage[at]black-cherrie.org
Friendster: friendster.com/chantalette
Plurk (never on, hence the 0.00 karma, though I just wanted to add): yukichuu

New Y!M ID: xx_yukichuu
MSN: yukitenshi_kanna@hotmail.com (I might be changing this in a while, I'll keep you posted)

I need people to talk to me and maybe just be, you know, friends, but with the last sentence of my Colorgenics profile, I can't say I'm sure about that.

Regardless, I do have some things to smile about. Like the fact that my aunt's Christmas present for my is my Heresy fanclub membership, and some time this week I'll be receiving two more Neo Genesis magazines featuring, of course, Gazette.

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I love Gossip Girl.

What is wrong with me!?

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South Park > Family Guy

South Park can shit on Family Guy.

Prove me wrong.

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I am now blogging at:

 

http://nobeansprout.livejournal.com

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